Who knew they made gummy pigs?

Yesterday I took a mental health day. My boyfriend, Adam, and I went shopping for a birthday present for his brother and in the process ended up purchasing $13 worth of candy! I normally don't have much of a sweet tooth, but I was in a poopy mood ever since the night before. I was feeling really gross and not quite happy with how I look.






My two bags of candy. Haha. Gummy frog, licorice swirls, chocolate covered raisins and walnuts, giant gummy snakes, gummy strawberries, a gummy pig, gummy sour strips, gummy butterflies, rock candy, and God only knows what else. Haha.

After we were done shopping we went to 922, our church and it was amazing. It was one of the best church experiences I've had. You could tell that everyone was feeling something supernatural. Everyone was crying and singing, it was so beautiful. I realized that I have been so wrapped up in how I look when I should be worried about who I am and what is on the inside instead. I've been so worried about trying to look a certain way that I've been losing parts of myself along the way. I need to be less worried about myself and focus all that wasted energy on things that actually matter.

My Tattoos.

Edgar Allan Poe and a cross with the date 9/9.

Gideon the Gray.

Yes, he is alive...

Awkward and owning "too many" cats.

Its so frustrating living in a place where there aren't many people you fit in with. I have a couple close friends, and I love every single one of them but as far as meeting new people and becoming close with new people, forget about it. I'm way too socially awkward for that.

The other frustrating thing is finding people on the interwebs who have ridiculous amounts of things in common with you. I wish it could be like when you are in grade school and you could just go up to people and ask if they want to be your friend. Do that now and people just give you the stank eye.

My aspiration to own more cats than any human probably should is looking more and more attainable since my already scarce social life is depleting more and more due to my ridiculous work schedule. Meh.

Back.

Its been so long since I've been on Blogger. About a year actually. So much has happened in a year. I just got home from a ridiculously long work day. I had my first day at this warehouse that was from 8 am till 4:30 am and then at the massage clinic I've been working at for almost a year from 5 till 10. I ended up being there until almost 10:30. Bleeh. I am soo tired, therefore not really wanting to go into any great detail at the moment about all the things that have changed this year. So here's a list!

-ended up having to see a shrink again due to a relationship taking a gigantic toll on me, even more so than the breakup with Tyler, the guy I last wrote about.
-got kicked out of The Art Institute twice. Once for attendance because I have really sick and then for grades. I was so miserable I stopped giving a rat's ass about school. Not to mention AI is filled with a bunch of money hungry opossums.
-Starting dating Adam, a guy I'm still with.
-Moved back in with my mom.
-Got kicked out by my mom.
-Moved in with Adam and his roommate.
-Moved out with Adam and into his mom's house.
-Adam and I got our own apartment.
-My mom got rid of my cat.
-My mom and I stopped talking for almost 6 months.
-Adam and I adopted a new cat.
-Got a job at a video game store.
-Quit my job at that video game store.
-Got a job at a massage clinic.
-Quit working at an alternative clothing store.
-Started working at a warehouse.

I'm too tired to think of what else has happened and its not in any kind of order. I will most likely go into more detail about all of this crap in other posts.